my incapability

isaiah 2:3-4

They’ll say, “Come, let’s climb God’s Mountain, go to the House of the God of Jacob. He’ll show us the way he works so we can live the way we’re made.” Zion’s the source of the revelation. God’s Message comes from Jerusalem. He’ll settle things fairly between nations. He’ll make things right between many peoples. They’ll turn their swords into shovels, their spears into hoes. No more will nation fight nation; they won’t play war anymore. Come, family of Jacob, let’s live in the light of God.

i want to know the way YOU work so i can live the way i’m made.  i can’t imagine a time when the nations feel like everything is settled between them and been made right.  in other words, i can’t imagine, i don’t have the capacity to imagine how capable you are of doing the things that seem like they can’t be done.  in my life, where i have played war, where i have decided that i have a right to anger or justice, i am sorry.  i want to live in YOUR light, the light of YOU my GOD.